最後倒數n個禮拜的心情

在上海生活了差不多十年,雖然久不久都會問自己會否一直待下去,但一切好好的、也習慣了,沒有原因離開。直到去年走到人生交叉點 – 我問自己想自己的小孩在哪裡出生哪裡長大?對於一個女人來說,尤其是有一定事業心的女人,這個問題實在很不容易回答/解決。最後,決定了回到多倫多。我相信,沒有一定要怎樣,沒有怎樣是最好,只有自己衡量了自身因素後才能為自己作出自己認為最合適的抉擇。

心情是複雜的。尤其現在倒數最多3週小孩就會出生,還是覺得自己沒有準備好。雖然整體還是很正面,相信一切都會好,但還是控制不了的開始有點焦慮。寫出來,感覺會好一點。也知道自己並不孤獨,這種心情和經歷,相信很多已經為人母的女士都有經歷過。盡力去正面面對。

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2 thoughts on “最後倒數n個禮拜的心情

  1. Quietly wishing you the best here … (I am father of two now …) have not had a good night’s sleep since my first one was born five years ago. Not just from the noise but from the little tiny bit of constant worry about your children’s well being, it’s a norm for parents I guess … but it’s a trade off I will make over and over again 🙂 You will be great Marz!

  2. Thanks a lot Ray for the encouragement! I am really looking forward to meeting this little BB 🙂 I think our lives are gonna be changed totally and it’s gonna be great! But just starting to go through this anxiety / adjustment phase now ><

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